Sunday, June 13, 2010
finishing
Tomorrow is the last full day of classes. The last opportunity to share life with some of these 9th graders, before they continue on their journeys to high school.
I'm calling it "Last Chance Monday." For some, it's the last chance to turn in missing assignments. For others, the last chance to make up tests or quizzes. For the over-achievers, it's the last chance to turn in extra credit, bumping A-'s to A's.
For me, it's the last chance to show Jesus to my students. To help them make choices that bring life. It's the last chance to look at each full class and pray over the students and their families.
Praying for a beautiful, last chance of a day.
Turning the pages of my journal tonight during church, I found a short poem I wrote last month. (At the height of uncertainty about my job). It ends like this:
"And each step of adventure
Is a new chance to trust
That Your plan of salvation
Means You love us this much."
Trusting that God has beautiful adventure in store for my students. His love is big enough to capture each of their hurting stories and transform it into beautiful adventure. So sweet to walk with Him! Tomorrow could be my last chance to talk with these students, but praise God that He works on His own timeline. He loves these students more than I ever could!
"And lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age." -Matthew 28:20b
Ephesians 5
Let nobody deceive you with empty words, for because of these things God’s wrath comes on the sons of disobedience. Therefore do not be partakers with them, for you were at one time darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of the light – for the fruit of the light consists in all goodness, righteousness, and truth – and find out what pleases the Lord. Do not participate in the unfruitful deeds of darkness, but rather expose them. For the things they do in secret are shameful even to mention. But all things being exposed by the light are made evident. For everything made evident is light, and for this reason it says:
“Awake, O sleeper!
Rise from the dead,
and Christ will shine on you!”
Therefore be very careful how you live – not as unwise but as wise, taking advantage of every opportunity, because the days are evil. For this reason do not be foolish, but be wise by understanding what the Lord’s will is. And do not get drunk with wine, which is debauchery, but be filled by the Spirit, speaking to one another in psalms, hymns, and spiritual songs, singing and making music in your hearts to the Lord, always giving thanks to God the Father for each other in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, and submitting to one another out of reverence for Christ.
Wives, submit to your husbands as to the Lord, because the husband is the head of the wife as also Christ is the head of the church – he himself being the savior of the body. But as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit to their husbands in everything. Husbands, love your wives just as Christ loved the church and gave himself for her to sanctify her by cleansing her with the washing of the water by the word, so that he may present the church to himself as glorious – not having a stain or wrinkle, or any such blemish, but holy and blameless. In the same way husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. For no one has ever hated his own body but he feeds it and takes care of it, just as Christ also does the church, for we are members of his body. For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and will be joined to his wife, and the two will become one flesh. This mystery is great – but I am actually speaking with reference to Christ and the church. Nevertheless, each one of you must also love his own wife as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband.
You'll keep thinking about them. I am. The essence of who they are has taken root in my heart.
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