Saturday, April 14, 2012

finishing

Tonight I'm at Craig & Nicole's home in Portland.

I came to Portland for two reasons: 1)Because I love them and don't see them much now that they live in Oregon, and 2)I took my National Boards assessment. :)

This weekend has put me in a celebratory and reflective mood. The National Boards process has been a very involved eight month process. I apologize right now for anyone who landed on the short end of my patience. Seriously, sorry. The theme of today has been "finishing".

This morning, I finished my National Boards submission. Clicking "Yes" to the "Are you sure you are done?" question wasn't as exciting as I'd hoped. But, the satisfaction of knowing that I wrote each response as worship the King, that was worth it.

Then, after Craig graciously drove me home from the test so I wouldn't have to navigate weird Portland streets, I finished grading for 3rd quarter. It's all done.

After Nicole came home from work, we all went to a bouldering gym. Ohmygoodness, I was like a kid in a candy store!!! I chose some routes that I thought I could finish. I realized that I only choose challenges I think I can complete.

After dinner tonight (and great time talking with Craig & Nicole) I took some time to refocus my studying momentum by conjugating some French verbs. And that's where all of these pieces of ideas crystallized:

In French, finir means "to finish." It's a regular verb in French. It's a regular verb in my life.

Start things you can finish.

There are two ways that this could be spun. Faithful: I am faithful, loyal, and reliable. I get stuff done. Even if it takes awhile, I see projects to completion. I work hard and don't give up. Faithless: I don't take big risks. Last night we played the game Wits & Wagers. I answered almost every question right, but didn't wager much. In the parable of the talents, I'm a digger. I stick to what I know.

So how should I finish tasks? Faithfulness is important. But faith is important, too. I need the strength to trust God to try the things that I can't do on my own.

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Ephesians 5

Therefore, be imitators of God as dearly loved children and live in love, just as Christ also loved us and gave himself for us, a sacrificial and fragrant offering to God. But among you there must not be either sexual immorality, impurity of any kind, or greed, as these are not fitting for the saints. Neither should there be vulgar speech, foolish talk, or coarse jesting – all of which are out of character – but rather thanksgiving. For you can be confident of this one thing: that no person who is immoral, impure, or greedy (such a person is an idolater) has any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and God.

Let nobody deceive you with empty words, for because of these things God’s wrath comes on the sons of disobedience. Therefore do not be partakers with them, for you were at one time darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of the light – for the fruit of the light consists in all goodness, righteousness, and truth – and find out what pleases the Lord. Do not participate in the unfruitful deeds of darkness, but rather expose them. For the things they do in secret are shameful even to mention. But all things being exposed by the light are made evident. For everything made evident is light, and for this reason it says:

“Awake, O sleeper!

Rise from the dead,

and Christ will shine on you!”

Therefore be very careful how you live – not as unwise but as wise, taking advantage of every opportunity, because the days are evil. For this reason do not be foolish, but be wise by understanding what the Lord’s will is. And do not get drunk with wine, which is debauchery, but be filled by the Spirit, speaking to one another in psalms, hymns, and spiritual songs, singing and making music in your hearts to the Lord, always giving thanks to God the Father for each other in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, and submitting to one another out of reverence for Christ.

Wives, submit to your husbands as to the Lord, because the husband is the head of the wife as also Christ is the head of the church – he himself being the savior of the body. But as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit to their husbands in everything. Husbands, love your wives just as Christ loved the church and gave himself for her to sanctify her by cleansing her with the washing of the water by the word, so that he may present the church to himself as glorious – not having a stain or wrinkle, or any such blemish, but holy and blameless. In the same way husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. For no one has ever hated his own body but he feeds it and takes care of it, just as Christ also does the church, for we are members of his body. For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and will be joined to his wife, and the two will become one flesh. This mystery is great – but I am actually speaking with reference to Christ and the church. Nevertheless, each one of you must also love his own wife as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband.

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